17 January 2016

Is it me? or I'm getting really tired recently

Probably just me, since I have been sleeping quite late recently

You know

I've trying to do the "sleep less, and do more other stuff" kind of routine

I'm not sure how helpful it is

and I really don't know if this is what I should do at the first place

I don't really know how much my body can handle and I certainly don't want to "test the limit"

But I figured that

I don't want to just do the "wake up to work, sleep to wake up, to work" routine

It's boring

It's unproductive

It's lifeless

I want to feel

I want to experience

perhaps sleeping less is one way of doing it?

I'm not so sure

We'll see how thing goes

Side note:

Back in Muar

Have been peaceful lately

Got my car fixed, God damn it.

Now is to try to settle the other annoying stuff

Rawr.

14 January 2016

It's been a really strange Jan.

Things start getting done

different issues got settled

people left

I don't know how to react to be honest

I mean come on

all fun and laughter

and the next thing you realized that people just..die?

Anyways

it was a great time

Rest in peace. 

9th January 2016

I actually wanted to post a lot of stuff few days ago

Complication occur!

but hey here we are.

aaanyways..

Happy Birthday! to me.

Yes its that year again, where we celebrate our involuntarily action of being born

celebrating our survival for the past x number of years 

Yes.

I've made it. 

Age 23. 

Doesn't mean much to be honest, but at least I know I've survived for a long time. 

Just around 2 years ago,

I've chosen to not display my birthday on Facebook

Therefore, not a lot of people actually do know when is my birthday

My justification is this:

If you want to remember, you'll remember

There is no need for Facebook to do the reminder for you.

As a result, well, kind of expected

The number of people actually wishing me happy birthday plumbered down like no body's business

Where only a handful of people actually remember it

At least I know who are the ones that actually remember it 

Even though that doesn't really matter

Not to me

Life still goes on!

On the other hand,

I feel like there something should be done for this new year

I should do something really inspiring/awesome/cool/rewarding for myself

I mean

come on

I'm a working adult (sadly) and I am (kind of) in control of my own life

I can (technically) do whatever I want

so let's do something, shall we?

4 January 2016

Here we go.

New year new start

new responsibilities, and new burdens

The trip to Melacca was a special one

Never had I ever thought that I will travel to another place with this bunch of people

and I must admit that I enjoyed myself really much

This bunch of people actually made me feel relieved and happy throughout the whole trip

I did not know that was possible for person like me.

We traveled around the town

Played card games till 3 in the morning

or just fall asleep at the living room

when did all these happened?

So anyways the Jan semester is starting soon

and I can totally feel that the workloads are creeping in

one meeting after another

good to know that I am kind of prepared-ish

so I guess thats that.

and now the office certainly looks more quieter

So many of them left the office 

it is no longer the same

No longer can I spot people doing weird stuff

No longer can I walk around and just check out whats up with everybody

or maybe I still can?

who knows

maybe I'll still be able to enjoy it just like I did.

28 December 2015

Happy 41st Month

It has been a really fun and exciting journey with you

and I really hope that this will go on and on

Can't believe how time flies

how so many things just happened

good and bad

pleasant or maybe not so

things just pass by

and here we are

41 months together

I'm just glad that how this relationship allows me to grow as a person

and allowed us to grow as a couple

this 3 years will never be the same should we have not meet each other

So now let us cheer and let us celebrate

for this is only the first 41 months

may there be more 41 months to go

and even more 41 months to expect

Thank you so much & I love you

27 December 2015

Oh hey, Merry Christmas!

(a little late, I know)

I can't remember exactly how my last year's Christmas was

but I sure am enjoying this year's

I spent my Christmas this year with my girlfriend's family

and boy oh boy do they spoil me with food

I can't really recall when was the last time I really celebrated this special occasion

I do think that this year is the one to remember

I also believe this year is the year that I actually took an effort to buy something for her

well

I didn't really plan much out and it wasn't wrap in something fancy

but I do hope that it is a stepping stone for me in the future

Free food,

Game from my best friend,

and a new phone cover coming soon from the other homie,

Gosh

why is it so different from last year's?

I really don't know!

but I am really enjoying it so far!

p/s: Not to forget the Secret Santa project early this month with my colleagues. Just few weeks into my job and I already loving it

Too bad most of them are leaving

but at least we had a really good time together!

23 December 2015

My life is changing and I don't know how to react to it

Not long ago I told myself that I'll now be more open to things

emotionally open that is

to accept literature or creation of art

to allow myself to experience things and more importantly, feel things

and I'm not ashamed to say that one of the way is to enjoy video games

So I've installed Steam on my new Gaming Laptop and guess what

It's Winter Sale

So this means that I've bought few titles for myself to enjoy them

to savior them

I just hope that the experience will be a positive one

Few minutes into Mirror's Edge and I'm already experiencing the breathtaking action of Parkour

Few minutes into Transistor and I'm already appreciating the soundtrack and the art

Gosh I'm excited

after a long time